ENGLISH VERSION OF THE THOUGHT OF DILETTA

DO NOT WANT TO BE REPETITIVE AS MANY, BUT ONLY HONEST. I’D LIKE BE ABLE TO EXPRESS MY STATES OF MIND, MY SENSATIONS, LIFE FROM DRAMATIC ADOLESCENT DISTURBED BY TALES AND HUMAN EXPARIENZE.WAS ON HOLIDAY TO ENJOY THE SEA, THE VIEW AND THE ALONE WHEN TWO LIFES FINISHED SO, SUDDENLY.I  HEARED  DIE THAT DAY WANTED TO BE ABLE TO BE FREE TO CRY, OF GIVE VENT TO THE FEELING , TO SHOUT TO THE HAPPENED DITCHES THING WORLD.THAT DAY I WOULD HAVE LIKED TO MAKE FEINT OF NOTHING, TO FORGET ONLY, TO THINK THAT IT WAS A DREAM, BUT THE TRUTH WAS DOMINATING THOUGHTS.WERE IDEED  DEAD . MY TWO FAVOURITE ACTORS, THOSE WHO HAVE ALWAYS SHOWN WHAT ACTUALLY LIVING MEANS.THOSE TWO SMILES THAT I THOUGHT OF EVERY INSTANT OF MY DAY, WHICH THY WERE  HELPING IN THE MOST DIFFICULT OBSTACLES.THAT CURSED DAY, THE SEPTEMBER 8^th  2003, THE WORLD I ON COLLAPSED. JACLYN E VADIM HAD DIED INDEED.TO TURNED SOMEONE CONSEDERS AS STUPID TO THINK OF THEM AND TO STAY THAT WANTED WELL, BUT IT IS LIKE THAT.THEY ARE TWO SOULS WHICH OCCUPYING A PLACE IN MY HEART.I WAS SEEING THEM TO BEAT, TO GAIN POINTS.SURRENDER NEVER, FIGHT TO WIN, FIGHT TO SURVIVE…BUT IN THIS THEY DID THERE NOT SUCCEED!!!I WOULD TO BE ABLE TO FOGET EVERYTHING OF THAT DAY, BUT I DO THERE NOT SUCCEED. DO YET NOT SUCCEED TO EXCEED THE TRAUMA.THEY ARE NOW TWO STARS WHICH SHINE IN THE SKY AND LIGHT UP ME.A TEAR FURROWS MY FACE AND WOULD LIKE TO THROW EVERYTHING, I WOULD LIKE TO START AGAIN FROM ZERO.BUT TO MY SIDE I WILL HAVE TWO IMMORTAL SOULS…JACLYN AND VADIM I WANT YOU WELL. 

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